Friday, May 1, 2009
Back 4 another post...tink i will need 2 start from wed...wed..nth special till when albert n elaine come outside my class..they told me they got the S.I (station inspector) rank...i...i was lyk....my world down lky just came down...noi mood 2 do anytink...i waited and work so hard by goin 4 np when i could b sleeping at hoem...god damn it...i was super super down...fucked up at myself tink...isit tt i didnt work hard enough ....m i really such a failure in my life ....i really wan it very very much...but i didnt get it..lyk all the other tinks tt i wan in life.....all till yesterday i just wan 2 stop tinking abt it...i wish i could just die n 4get abt everytink else in my life.....i kept doin stuff 2 keep myself frm tink abt the s.i tink....i am super disppointed with myself....but anywan i just need time 2 get over it....one last tink b4 i go...sorry kwang yang...and all the others hu i offend in these past few days...my temper just got the best of me...sorry 4 everytink i say n i done.......i just need time....
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yanhan # 6:21 AM